REMINDER!

A healthy relationship is always going to challenge you. Not in the way you've been challenged by unhealthy relationships, though. Instead of the constant anxiety of not feeling good enough or explaining your being, you'll be challenged to be a more mature, authentic and self-aware person. 

You'll be challenged to overcome old patterns, old beliefs, old ways of communicating, old ways of being. 

Inner growth is not easy and this is why healthy relationships are not easy. A healthy relationship requires a lot of courage, because in it you can't hide anything. A healthy relationship is based on honesty and truth. In a healthy relationship you just know that the other person is not there to harm you, but to see you grow, glow and flow.

If the relationship is healthy, it will challenge you to face yourself.

A healthy (healing) relationship is not easy, but it will free your soul. 

THE BIGGEST INNER SQUEEZE EVER!

I do have to say that I have “entered” into a new space within my inner world. I feel quite light, very calm in a very new way and there is this…. inner silence. All of a sudden all this annoying inner chatter is gone. 

This started last week after one of the biggest inner squeezes I have ever had. Something very old and heavy had a hold of me and as I wrote in the previous text, I kept hearing all these voices in my mind. I felt so heavy and the inner pain was so much that I literally wanted to die! I didn’t see how to get out of that feeling! 

My process has always been like this. When a big wound is ready to be seen, felt and healed, I first start to feel very uncomfortable and heavy. So my mind normally craps this feeling and starts to tell different stories of what’s going on: I am in a wrong place, I can’t expand here, I am half dead and look like a hundred years old, I want to die and so on. All kinds of variations. Even though I am so very aware of this healing process, I have not mastered my mind yet. I always get sucked in. 

It is like you have a thorn in your skin and suddenly it gets your attention. You see it, you feel it and it takes a little bit of time to collect the courage to pull it off. Before you are able to pull it off, your mind might tell you things like if you pull it out, the wound might get infected or if you pull it out a piece of the thorn might still stay in the wound. 

The mind will feed you any kind of bullshit to take your focus out of the wound and remove the thorn.  But when the timing is right, you finally have the courage to pull the thorn out. This is how my healing goes. I allow this uncomfortable feeling to be, I feel the pain even though it sometimes is unbearable. Usually the day before “I am able to pull the thorn out” my day is very very heavy and hard. So the process gets more and more intense before this inner emotional wound of mine pops open. It is really a physical and mental squeeze! 

This last one, as I said, was a big one. In my familyline, it seems, I took this wounding of my ancestors to heal in this lifetime. It was very hard, very painful and to be honest, this inner feeling that I had because of this huge wound, has been following me ever since I was born. There was a record playing in my head that I was just not able to break no matter what. I even said to my friend that maybe I am not able to heal this wound in this lifetime, because it felt so stubborn. 

It was not stubborn, it was BIG! Like a computer, I have been "clearing the old settings" now for so very long and finally we got to the core of my being. And I had the courage “to pull the thorn out”! We can only heal things that we are ready for. This takes time and patience and it is a process that we can't hurry. We need time in between to breathe, take a break, try to live a little and then BUM! Suddenly you start to feel something coming up to the surface again. Something might trigger you big time or as for me, I really didn’t need triggers that much anymore. I just knew from the heaviness of my body that now something wants to come up. 

After this huge inner squeeze, the next day, I just felt so very calm. So much inner peace that I have never felt before. All the voices, meaning my mind, were silent. I experienced this inner stillness I have never ever experienced before. I feel like I have more space inside of me. I now have this calmness and this subtle joy inside of me that I have never had before. This is a totally new place for me to be. Just being in stillness, in silence. Me who used to over share everything, has now nothing to say. What is there to say when you concentrate on feeling this new space I am in? 

It's like all the ways I used for healing are wiped out! No more questioning, analyzing, talking to get clarity. My mind and soul have never been this clear before! 

I feel like I am finally coming online again. Bit by bit. But this inner space I am in right now is something very new. I need to feel it, get to know it better and enjoy it! This can only happen in silence and in just being. 

It is amazing when you have this new awareness. A new flow. I finally am able to see bit by bit these small everyday things and enjoy them. I am not aiming anywhere. I don’t have goals. I just am. Right here, right now and see what comes next. Unbelievable feeling!

Always when “the thorn” is out, my body, as does the wound after the thorn has been taken out, needs time to heal. The wound is still fresh and open and I have to let my body heal in its own time. Thank god, even with the weight I have been gaining, I can now look at my body and tell her that she is perfect and that she has done an amazing job! Who cares about a few kilos! My body has had so many issues within this past year, so I need to show her a lot of love and compassion. As my wounds heal, so does my body. 

I am becoming this unconditionally loving person who is not interfering in anybody's journeys anymore. No one's journey here on earth is in my hands, but mine. I have now fully accepted this. This takes a lot of inner strength and I can now understand why my inner journey was so hard. The harder the journey, the stronger the inner world becomes. One of the rewards of this inner journey.

Another huge gift is inner wisdom I can't get from any book. To gain this kind of wisdom, you need to "walk the talk". Not just get the awareness, but actually put this new awareness into action. Nothing changes unless I change it. First comes the awareness, then the change in my behavior. Sticking with the old ways even with the new awareness can never bring anything new into one's life. I know now that the true inner work changes these both: consciousness and behavior.

I have always explained myself a lot. I wanted so desperately people in my life to understand what I was going through and where my thoughts were coming from. Now I understand that every time I explained myself, I was apologizing for my own being. It was me doubting myself and so by explaining myself to others I was seeking validation. It was a lack of self confidence. Now, I have totally new self confidence, so I don't need anyone to question my being or decisions anymore, nor do I have the need to explain myself to anyone anymore. Sharing, analyzing and questioning with a confidant was a necessary part of healing to me, because this always brought me clarity and helped me release the outdated fears, traumas and beliefs, but also the heaviness inside. It was like throwing up after eating something bad. Afterwards you always feel much better. But explaining myself was just me apologizing for my way of being and thinking. Wanting acceptance from others.

I don't question my soul. She will keep me safe and guide me. I am not allowing anyone or anything to blog my journey. This is why I have needed such clear boundaries and I have been able to set them. I will never again "be less than" just to make someone else comfortable. I am now very okay with the fact that I had to leave so many people behind, because they were more comfortable where they were with people who allowed them to stay in their comfort zones. I don't mind, because I respect everybody's journey and they came as far with me as they could. I honor that. With or without, I kept going. I am not here to settle into my comfort zone, I am fully dedicated to my soul purpose: unconditional loving.

I am not scared of reactions or triggering of others, I just choose to not be around people who put their own reactions on to me. I don't take other people's reactions personally anymore. Now everybody around me has to own their own reactions, triggers and behavior. I am not scared if people leave me, because I got me. Attachments are gone. And when the attachments are gone, people in my life are like birds: they come and go freely. Some stay longer, some only for a short while. As do I. Sometimes I stay longer, sometimes only a short while. No "cage" (codependency) is needed. The ones who truly love me, will always come back to me. As I will come back to them.

More than listening to the words of others, I feel the energy of them. I see and feel behind the words in ways I never have before. And if the energy doesn't match mine, I walk away. If I am "too much" for someone, I walk away.

" People can only meet you as deep as they meet themselves. Not everyone will celebrate your growth and that's okay. The right people will be inspired, not intimitated."

I have learned to have my back and this is what little Saija always wanted. I will always show up for her no matter what. Unconditionally, no questions asked. Just showing up. In joy, in sadness or in pain. I have the strength and courage now to face whatever comes my way. And the beauty in all of this is that if I can show up this way to myself, I am able to do it for others too.

Unconditional has nothing to do with "making sense". The soul's journey does not make sense at all to the mind or ego. As long as my journey makes sense to me, meaning my soul, I don't care anymore what others think or how they react. That is their journey, not mine.

Unconditional love is true freedom.

Right now I am just fully enjoying this new peaceful stillness and silence. 56 years of inner chatter. Criticizing, blaming, guiltying, shoulds and what ifs. One by one I have silenced these voices. One by one, they are gone. And now, this beautiful silence I have never ever in my life experienced before. There is only the voice of my soul, Victoria. So very silent, subtle. Very loving, supporting, encouraging and calming. Even joyful. 

Victoria (my soul), really has the lead now and me and Roger (my ego) can relax and just enjoy the ride. Years of “battle” between Victoria and Roger is now over and Saija survived! I am so very happy I had the courage to go through all this healing journey. Not only inside, but I was and I am also bringing this new being of mine into action. I had the courage to leave everything old behind so that I can start to align more with who I am today.

I might have lost everything, but I found home to myself! My authentic version. The version I was before the world got its hands on me.

Saija, I love you, I honor you and I am very humble in front of you. And just to let you know, you are one fucking badass 😍! 

WHY I AM HERE

This past week I have not been feeling so good. I got the flu, so it did slow me down. This meant that all my exercise efforts went out of the window. I have had so many bodily issues that I can not believe it! A person who has always had a very strong body has to now surrender to “bigger forces” and let go of any beliefs concerning exercise. My body is just not accepting forms of movement as it used to do. Everything feels boring to her. 

Anyway, as I have to slow things down even more and trust me, my pace has been very very slow for a long time, I start to hear this voice in my head more. Nagging, feeling unhappy, unsatisfied. Nothing is okay for her. 

For the past week or so she has gone so far that now she is questioning why are we here, on earth. What is the purpose for me to wake up every morning and keep going? This inner talk has gone so far already that she is preparing to leave this earth and “go home” whatever that means and wherever “home” is. 

Now with the wisdom I have gained throughout my inner journey, I can observe this inner voice and I can allow her to talk. To be seen. I can accept her fully without trying to change a thing. Okay my love, I say. Let’s talk about our dying then.

So you wanna leave. Give up. Take some sleeping pills and just sleep away. You know what, my soul says, if you wanna do this, I am okay with it. Why, because I am okay with dying. If this journey feels too hard and overwhelming, there is no shame in giving up. It is not even giving up, but making a life choice. 

As I sit with this idea of leaving this earth day after day, not trying to change it, not trying to judge it, not slipping into a fear, there are these three things that come up very clearly. 

First one is that now it is about time that my soul steps up. Fucking hell how boring healing and this life has become! The human side of me misses people, interaction, communication, creation, laughter, dancing. I am an extrovert, I love people and after being so long by myself, I start to understand that it is not healthy anymore. So, my human side is giving my soul an ultimatum. Either you step up and show me WHY AM I HERE or I go home! 

I need a reason to wake up every morning and nothing outside of me can not give me this. Only my soul can. Until now I have known that I needed space and isolation to dive deep into my being. And I have bravely done all of it. I also have let go of everything needed and I have had the guts to create healthy boundaries for myself. I have taken criticism and shit talk behind my back. I have let go of fears around money and I have courageously stuck on my soul's guidance even when having two euros in my account.

I haven’t budged! I have been dealing with these uncomfortable energies for so long that it has become the “new normal”. I have done this without complaining or trying to get out of it. I keep showing up every fucking day and now this voice is telling me that she has gotten to a point where her scream to my soul is getting louder and louder: “enough is enough! If you don’t show up for me now, I will leave this earth!” She is demanding my soul to step up and finally get us out of this shit!

The second thing I have been sitting with is suicide. When you cry alone in your house, feeling so helpless wondering why your soul is not guiding you. Why is she not helping? Everything feels so heavy and joyless that the only solution is get the sleeping pills and just allow yourself to fall asleep forever. And then these thoughts come to me. Would you judge yourself if you would leave because of your own choice? Would you think it is selfish? Would you love yourself less? Would you blame yourself after? Would you feel guilty? 

And suddenly I get this deep deep understanding behind a decision to take one's own life. It is very personal and unique and something no one else can ever understand. All I know is that if this is a decision someone makes, even myself, I respect it. I understand the pain behind it. I understand now why sometimes it feels like there is no other way “out”. It is like something keeps pulling you under the surface and nothing helps, absolutely nothing. So you pray to get out of the pain and suffering. To freedom. To relief. Now I can wholeheartedly accept and respect this choice and feel nothing but unconditional love for this. I understand now.

The third thing of wisdom this voice is bringing me is the voice of my ancestors. All the suffering they have gone through and how I am here to break all these chains of pain that women in my family line have gone through. I hear all their voices as this voice of mine keeps nagging in my ear. Maybe some of them committed suicide and this is why I truly needed to FEEL how they felt before they did it. And not to judge them because of their choices, but to forgive them and love them unconditionally. Show them the compassion they never experienced.

Now, for the first time ever, these ladies of my family line are being heard. They are being acknowledged. They can complain and nag all they want, I won’t interrupt or silence them. They deserve to be heard even though it is not easy for me. But all these ladies now have a voice and that voice is mine! All these ladies now have someone who protects them and has their back. These ladies now have someone who loves them and accepts them and their choices just as they were. I am setting all of us free with my inner strength, courage and bravery. I am leading all of us into the lighter times after decades of darkness, hurt, pain and suffering! These ladies, same as I, never experienced someone showing up for them, standing up for them. But now, I am and I do! For me and for them!

I am truly learning how to love myself unconditionally. I understand now that this is and was the whole point of healing. And this truly means unconditionally, no strings attached. Unconditional is the same as "let them", but at a very high (or deep) level. If I truly "let them", meaning I truly love unconditionally, I have to be able to put my own feelings aside, just show up for the people in my life, be present and truly "let them" live as they see fit to them. Not trying to convince otherwise, not trying to change anything. This is what I am practising for myself first and from this place to others.

What I resist, persists and the whole world is an example of this movement.

What if the answer is unconditional love, let them. Truly deeply. Less resistance creates less persistence. And when this resistance bit by bit dies, like a fire where you don't add wood, the persistence disappears. Resistance gives attention to the exact thing we don't want. 

No resistance kills harmful persistence. This is what unconditional love is. 

I have learned to love and honor my own inner journey deeply. I have learned to trust my soul fully. I don't judge, I either resonate with things and people or then I don't. If not, I move on. 

We live in a world that is full of awful things and happenings, resisting and persisting, so to be able to unconditionally love, just be present without any judgement, is a huge fucking deal! 

So I keep sitting with this voice as long as it is needed. I allow this voice to talk and share its wisdom to me. Even its pain. I feel it and this way I heal it!

And as always I didn't have a clue what came out when I sat in front of my computer and started to write. After pouring my soul in here I feel such a huge inner peace. I know I am learning this new way of living called "unconditional love". And that means love without any judgement whatsoever. If love truly is unconditional it does not separate anything, but accepts it all, no matter what it looks like.

Unconditional means unconditional. It is just present. It just is.

I will get there. That's why I am here.

FEW QUESTIONS

I am so happy that a few days ago I got some questions about healing. I honestly thought that no one is reading this blog, yet that I would get asked questions. I am so excited about this! So, let me try to answer the best way I can and always always remember that this is my experience and you have yours. There might be similarities and resonance, but always trust your own feelings and intuition! 

First question:

1.  Does healing always have to go so deep?

The simple answer to this is no, if it is not meant for you.

For some reason it was meant for me. For me healing started a long long time ago and it has been a gradual journey. I did not plan it to go this deep. When I started my inner journey I was convinced that I would go to therapy, deal with my inner shit and then continue my everyday life.

But somehow my inner journey just kept going. Maybe because I did commit to myself 100 % no matter what. I think the last few years my healing journey has intensified. Have I felt like WTF, I still have to dig deeper? YES! Have I felt like this is a fucking never ending journey? YES! But I followed my soul and she led me to deep healing and at some point I jumped on board fully. "Bring it on, I will dive all the way in and I will get into my real being no matter how hard and how long it takes!" My soul just took over.

Your soul journey is unique. You don’t have to go deeper into your being until and unless you are ready. And you don't need to worry about it. It will happen, if it is meant to happen. However your healing journey looks like trust, that it will be just perfect for you.

2. How am I supposed to learn how to love everybody, no matter what they are doing, unconditionally? It seems impossible!

What a good question! I love it! I have been struggling with this one too. Let me try to explain how I look at this now. In my own experience I think that that we have two ways to look at it:

1. the healthy loving abroach (new, healed way)

2. the toxic love and light (old way).

Let me try to open this concept the best way I can. Let's start with the healthy way.

I have always been very grounded with my human side. No matter how deep my healing has gone. I am not only a spirit or a soul, but a human dealing with the issues of a human. So as I went along with my healing journey I decided that to understand my inner journey better I have to look at it from a human Saija perspective and then from a soul Saija perspective.

Human Saija is here to heal her toxic traits like traumas, conditioning and beliefs. And the belief that I should only be love and light to everyone no matter what.

Soul Saija sees everything from a higher perspective. She is also the one who is connected to the earth as well as the Universe. 

When human Saija started her healing journey she needed to allow all the feelings to come out and truly start to feel them. She needed to feel all the pain, hate, anger, bitterness, sadness that was stored inside her body. For me the best way was to give faces to these feelings and those faces were the people who harmed me. And my anger, sadness and pain was valid!

I was not taking my pain out on them, but I needed to “hate” them for a while in order to heal. If at this point of my healing someone would have told me to “just love them as they are”, I would have smacked them 😀. This phase of the healing was a very important part of the journey and I allowed myself to be mad, sad and angry. Not loving at all!

After this I learned bit by bit to set clear boundaries, to forgive and how to be there for myself. I learned new values and new ways of being. I learned not to judge, but not to allow either. I learned how to protect myself and my space. I left behind people that were not good for me. I learned to forgive and forget.

Today, the human Saija part of me doesn’t accept bad behavior, disrespect, violence, arguments, cheating, lies and so on. If she sees this in a person, she walks  away. Very simple. No need to fight or argue. Just walking away and staying silent. 

Then there is soul Saija and she saw all along, not the person who hurt me, but the pain this person was carrying. She was able to see that these people were broken.

Trauma sees the person who is hurting us, healed heart sees the pain the person is carrying.

Broken people break people. Hurt people hurt people. But soul Saija saw behind this pain and she was able to see the hurt these people had gone through themselves. This is why she is able to show them empathy instead of anger and hate.

She was also able to see the bigger picture meaning that we all have our unique soul journey here on earth and that nothing happens by accident. We are meant to meet certain people and go through certain events in order to learn and develop. And soul Saija was the one who could love all these people unconditionally no matter what had happened between us. 

As I learned to love and forgive myself the way I have hurt people because of my own pain, I started to learn to forgive others. As I learned to unconditionally love "the broken parts of me", I was able to extend this love to others too.

So, as human Saija set clear boundaries, soul Saija was sending lots of love to all these people. Human Saija takes care of my inner circle and makes sure that I am dealing with people that are good, kind and supportive to me. Who are willing to grow, who take responsibility for their own inner journey and who make me grow more.

Soul Saija knows that when you truly heal yourself, you start to see the blessings of each painful situation. You start to understand that it all happened for a reason and for me that reason was to learn how to unconditionally love and support myself. And when I started to see the blessings in these events, how could I stay angry or bitter to these people who mistreated me? They are the reason I am where I am today! How could there not be just love towards these people who forced me to find my authentic self?

Then we have the second side to look at this question. The toxic pattern of love and light.

In a toxic version of “loving everybody” you allow the same people to hurt you over and over again. Or maybe it is not the same people, but the behavior patterns continue to be the same. Something like: “Why do I always pull in bad boys? Well, I will change him! With me he will finally be different”. You go back into the same kind of situations because of your own inner patterns and traumas. And instead of seeing this, you think that you can save others by loving them a little bit more and giving them millions of chances to change. You keep “loving” them no matter what they do. This is not love, this is conditioning. 

Loving everybody as they are by making excuses for their behavior, is not healthy. Allowing toxic behavior is not love, it is enabling that behavior. 

Loving everybody after healing, but from a far, is healthy. I can not change others or what they did to me, but I can change myself and set boundaries. Soul Saija sees these little girls and boys in the world that have been abused and broken ever since they were small. And as she can show love to this little girl inside of herself who was so broken, so can she show love to these other broken (adult) children, but from a far. 

By the way, even if soul Saija does not judge anyone or anything, it doesn’t mean that human Saija just accepts everything. I don’t accept hurting others, violence towards anyone and so on, I just don’t judge it.

This world is broken and it is full of all kinds of events that are hard to watch. The human side of me feels empathy and sympathy towards all of this and as a very sensitive person, I do have to distance myself from the outside world as much as I can and just keep going inwards towards my inner peace. The more I can concentrate on my own little life, the better and at peace I feel. 

Well, as with any topic, nothing is ever so black and white, but I hope I was able to give you clarity on how I see things. How I think. Please, always trust your own feelings and intuition. Whatever it is saying to you, it is always right in that moment. You are the guru of your own life and how our journeys look, is so unique. More and more we are coming out of “everybody has to think and feel the same” to uniqueness. 

Thank you so much for these questions! Loved them! Keep them coming!

Hugs,

Saija 😍

THE UNIVERSE IS ALWAYS IN BALANCE

I got this message or insight this morning in my morning shower as I often do and I had to come here and write it down. It is about the evolution in this earth and in this Universe we live in. 

First thing I heard was that the Universe is always in balance. Always. And because the earth is part of the Universe it means that she is always in balance too. The second thing I heard was that there will always be an evolution going on in the Universe. And again, because the earth is part of the Universe, the continues evolution will happen here as well. 

Lets dive deeper, so you can understand what I heard. We all know that about 66 million years ago the dinosaurs were extinct. Now, no one really knows what happened, but there is a theory that a huge asteroid hit the earth and this caused them to die. No humans were on earth at that time, isn't it so? So it was not our fault that the dinosaurs died, right? This was part of earth's and dinosours evolution and after this came other species. 

Let’s move on. Ice age. We have had many of them in earth’s history. Latest 11 5000 - 115 000 ago. Right now we are living a phase called the “mild phase”, but it is for sure that the movements of the tectonic plates are happening continuously and it will keep happening as long as there earth is existing. The continents looked very different thousands of years ago then how they are now. This is also an evolution no one can not stop. 

The next ice age will come, but when, we can not surely know. Maybe within 50 000 years or maybe 100 000. Who knows. Under the surface of the earth, things keep moving continuously and no matter what we humans do, this is an evolution we can not stop. 

So, as you can now see there has always been evolution going on here on earth and in the Universe. So now we come to humans. 

We can’t stop the evolution, even in ourselves. Each and every generation will have their own purpose to be here even if we don’t see it like this. The earth has its own evolution and it will happen no matter what. So does humans. So do all the animals, insects and organisms. We don’t know how long we humans are going to be a part of the earth journey, but we also don’t know how long one animal species has here. 

Everything and anything here on earth as well as in the Universe is always in balance. Humans create fear based conditioning and seperation by thinking that we somehow would be powerful enough to destroy this earth. This is not true. As crazy as it might seem, everything and anything here on earth is here by purpose no matter how crazy it looks. Nothing, absolutely nothing, is by change. This is very important to understand. 

As I go deeper into my being I automatically start listening to my body. My body is connected to this earth and to this Universe. My body can detect signals from earth as well as from the Universe. This makes me automatically follow the natural rhythm of the earth and its needs as well as my own. I start naturally making life choises that benifit not only me, but the earth too. As each of us is unique, this looks different for all of us. Maybe I eat lighter, maybe my buying habits will change. Maybe the way I live becomes more natural and more respectful to the nature. As I become more authentic, my being comes more natural. This automatically aligns me with the rythm of the earth and the Universe.  

Everything and everybody is here for a reason! As humans we might not understand it and it might look violent or harming, but it is all part of the evolution. Our job is not to judge, but to allow. Maybe I don't accept, but I don't judge. Whatever others do, is not our business, because as I have my own unique journey, so do they. Right now we are in a phase where there are a lot of opposites in the world. Some people are committed to healing, some are far from it. And this creates a balance here on earth at this time. As the evolution goes further, the opposites will be less.

The earth will always take care of itself. Think about Chernobyl. What people did and how nature took over after humans. Evolution. We humans come and go, so do animals and other creatures, but the earth keeps going. At least for now. As long as it’s meant to be. 

Now we come to the important part. How to love and have compassion to all just as it is. Not wanting to change anything or anyone, but one self? Not trying to interfere with the evolution and the journey of this earth, its creatures or other humans? This love and compassion to all existing can only happen when we turn inwards and can show this love and compassion to ourselves. Think how things have evolved since the 50’s! Cool right! Kids that are born right now will come here with a knowledge that we can not even think of! Evolution babe! 

Whatever is meant to happen, will happen. No need to feel guilty or put that guilt on others either. However your evolution and growth will happen to you in this lifetime, it is just right for you and you are going to get the exact things, lessons and blessings you came here to learn and get. The whole world is here for you as a gift and to mirror your own inner world and self love. To look at your own reactions to something you don’t understand or doesn’t seem right to you. 

Do you judge or accept? Maybe in your personal life, you don't allow or want, but do you jugde? How do you react to cigarettes, porn, winter, what someone is wearing, murders, skin color, someone's weight, someone’s marriage, drugs, politics, money, cultures, the leaders of this world. The list of the gifts this earth has to offer you are endless! It is NOT about them, but all about you and your own evolution! 

So, things are changing rapidly and we are moving to the next phase of human and earth evolution. This means that the “old” has to die in order for the new to arise. This is the way it has been and will always be. Like the dinosours or the ice age. No matter how it looks outside, the only place you actually should look at right now, is inside. Relax. Let evolution happen. The less you judge, the less you resist, the more peace you will have inside. And so will increase the peace on earth. 

If you are meant to help, not resist, the earth in this evolution, it will happen from inside out, by following your inner guidance. Your inner guidance will automatically align you with the earth's evolution and balance. This is something you don’t even need to be aware about. Less conflict and judging energy, more loving energy. Either way, evolution is happening and we humans don’t have the power to stop this movement. 

Right now we are moving from fear to love. No matter how your unique journey looks, you are here for a reason and you are for sure, part of this change in evolution that we are going through. You might be a bit like Greta Thunberg or you might not. Either way, all is in balance here on earth as it is in the Universes.