GOODBYE FAREWELL!

I opened this blog today just to see if there would be something I want to write. Create. And to my surprise this blog now seems somehow old to me. The joy it used to bring me, now feels a bit heavy. It is so very interesting how these inner changes occur!

I have noticed that the more inner peace I feel, the less I have to say. Words get meaningless, because everything becomes energy. And energy is something you feel. It is hard to put this energy into words. And energy is always on the move. Even though nothing seems to happen outside, a lot is happening inside. There are subtle changes happening inside of me and that amazes me every time. 

I took a trip a while ago with a caravan and it was very very nice. One night here, one night there, but having your home always with you. How cool! Good food, good wine, good company, very beautiful scenery, historical sights and meeting new random people. I feel like the oldness, I was writing about in my last post, left my system for good on this journey. I came back feeling much more lighter, like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. I didn’t feel old anymore as I did before. And as always when the old and heavy leaves, the new and fresh has more space.  

This inner journey has brought to me a huge inner peace and a deep self love and respect towards myself. As I have learned to listen only to myself, I have noticed that I don’t want or need advice or comments from outside on how to be, what to do or how to live. I have broken all the boxes and took out all the labels. Only I can know what is best for me no matter if it is food, exercise, people or any doing. Only I can know how I feel and what I am ready for.

Stepping into my own power and my own life rhythm has made me realize that I don’t know anything! The more I grow, the less I know. Who am I to comment or give advice to anyone else?! The therapist and the caretaker in me has died. 

We all look at this world through our own “eyeclasses”. Meaning that we all have our own experiences, beliefs, fears and so on. This is why each life path is so unique. Whenever I am giving advice to someone, I give them through my own life experience. If two people are eating the same pizza, the experience can be totally different. 

We are stepping into the new era of uniqueness and away from group

thinking. We are transferring from spirituality to conscious living.

This means or how I see it is, that we have been living through the mind (things had to make sense), but now we are moving from the mind to the heart and into our "gut feeling" (intuition, our own inner guidance system).

Eventually we will enter a time where our inner system becomes energetic. We FEEL instead of THINK. We live through vibration. If and when we are truly connected to our body and feelings, we know straight away if something is for us or not and we live accordingly.

As we can see right now the way the world is, emotions are running high and instead of sitting with them, feeling and healing, they are taken outside on to others: hatred, anger, wars and so on. 

This is why all I can do is encourage you to take full responsibility for your own life. Find people who can support you in this! To learn how to trust yourself and what you are feeling fully. Only you can know what is best for you and how you want to live this life. You have your own timetable for your processes. If you want to change a job, you do it when you are ready. Not when someone tells you to do so. Processes take time and patience and this is very normal and okay!

Life is not a race, it is a marathon!

Support is very different from advising someone. Whatever works for someone else, might not work for you. So please, don’t follow the crowd or any gurus blindly, but have the courage to turn inwards and hear your own heart. Only your heart can lead you into the source of inner peace and self love. 

World peace is built from the amount of inner peace each individual has inside of them. If your own inner world is full of self critique, hatred, anger, repressed feelings, fears and so on, you are in a “war/emergency” zone. And as we can see how the world is today, this reflects straight into our outside world. 

Clearing and healing your own inner world and taking full responsibility of your own life, requires a lot of courage and commitment. I salute each and everyone of you who are “doing the work” or are starting to do so. 

If we want more peace and love to this world, it has to start individually. 

Thank you and let's see what comes next for me.

Big hugs,

Saija 😍