TIME TO SING MY OWN UNIQUE SONG

My days lately have been quite intense. Yesterday and today has been different. I don't know what is happening, but always after these days where I feel like old shit are been squeezed out of my system, I feel like I can fly! So much lighter and more trust in my own flow. 

Monday I was doing my yoga practise and in Shavasana I got this image where I was about 12 years old. I was in my dads old house where he had all his music stuff like microphones, guitars and so on. How he had arranged the wires were so that I could put an old record playing and then I turn the microphone on and I would be the lead singer. I remember how much I loved it! I loved to sing! I love love love music! For a moment it was just me, music and my own voice. Nothing else. How wonderful!

I didn't quite understand why this image came to my mind, because I haven't been singing for a long time. I haven't really have the urge to do it. It doesn't excite me anymore as it used to. And I knew this image was not about me actually singing, but something else. 

This morning I left my house to have a walk like I usually do and I put on my headphones, so that I can be in my own world and just listen my own music or podcasts. Today I chose a video from Y-tube. 

After listening it for a while, I hear these words: 

"It is time to sing your own unique song."

And as soon as I heard this, I knew why I had seen this image of me singing. And as soon as I got this insight, Victoria (my higher self, my soul) came to me so strongly and wanted me to hurry up home and start my computer. She has something important to say and it is somehow powerful. So I will free the stage for her now.

"Thank you my love! Thank you for listening me!", she says. 

"As you heard those words today, it activated something in you. A remembrance. This is a DNA level activation, so this is very important."

"It is time for you to start to sing your own song. Only yours. Not what others want or expect. Not what others had told you. Even if someone thinks you are selfish or that you don't care for others. Even if it looks nothing like "the norm". No matter how it looks like, it is time to clame your right to sing your own song!"

"This is your life. It is that simple. All the humans have different blueprint, different DNA and different soul missions. For so long humans have been put into the same boxes and this is truly breaking now. There is no one like you. No one else have what you have and so it is with others. This is why it is time to leave all the boxes and just be you. Do you fully, no matter how it looks like. Just as everyone has a unique singing voice, so is with lifes journey."

"I urge you to leave behind all the guilt, all blame and all shame. This is very old and heavy and keeps you stuck in the old circles. They are not serving the new you anymore. It is time for them to go, because very soon things will be changing for you and we don't want you to carry these emotions anymore."

Same goes with "what others think" and thoughts like "what if someone gets angry". Let them. You are not hurting anyone by living your life as you are guided from inside. If someone gets upset, let them. It is so simple."

"By singing your own song and owning it fully, you are living with an excample of how things will be in the future. By honoring your own song (life journey), you honor others. By living only through your authentic truth, you are not only setting yourself free, but you are doing so to others too, so that they can find their own songs to sing, if they are willing. The only person your life has to make sence, is you. No one else and now I am asking you to finally accept this fully."

"Things are shifting very fast and this is why I need you to be confedent with your own song, with your own life. Things will start to happen soon and there will be times where you own truth will be tested."

"Sing your song and allow everyone react just as they do. Let them get angry or sad, bitter or jealous. Let them feel like you abandon them or any other feeling that comes up for them. This is not yours to fix and by allowing them feel all that they are feeling, you are giving them a change to heal. If they want."

"You are not being selfish, but self supportive and self loving. This might be new to others, but then let it be so. Again, this is not your issue to solve, but theirs. If they want."

"This takes a lot of courege, but this has been your mission all these years. Write even if no one else is reading it. Sing even no one is listening. Dance even if there is no partner to dance with. Just do it, because you feel it. Not by force, not for money, but because it brings you joy!"

"No matter how your song sounds like, it is time to sing it and never again allow anyone to tell you that your song is not beautiful or it is out of norm. Your time is at hand and only your can sing this particular song! We are about to fly and you need to be confedent enough to jump off the cliff. Trust that the wings will appear, because they will."

"You have always been a singing bird and now, finally, you are allowing yourself to hear your own voice and yours alone."

I just absolutely love this! I am feeling this so very deep inside of me and it makes me so very very happy! Sometimes energy is hard to explain. You have to feel it. But this is powerful shit and I feel it in my core! 

I am in a situation where I have to deside if I am going to please other people or am I "going to sing my own song". Now I know what to do. 

Thank you Victoria! Love you to the moon and back. My song is just getting started!