MEET MY CREW

I have always loved fairy tales and cartoons and I love my inner child, little Saija, who likes to play, have fun and laugh! As we know, this inner journey/awakening, can be very hard at times and very lonely too. In order to make things a little bit lighter and also to play a little bit with my creativity, I named my soul (my higher self) and ego.  

Many times I might sit in front of my computer and I have a topic, but I don't have any idea what is going to come out. As I write and channel, the topics might be serious, but the presence of my crew, do bring lightness and childlike joy into the content. 

So first, meet VICTORIA. She is my higher self, the voice of my heart and these days the leader of our team. She is kind, wise, has huge love, compation and empathy for all the living beings. Her love is truly unconditional! She can see the bigger picture when me and Roger can't. She is the voice of the heart and the universe. She respects everybody, doesn't judge or have any expectations. She allows us all to go through our lessions in life without interfearing, unless I ask her to. She turns our life lessons into this magical inner wisdom that is meant to help me and all humanity. She is my guide when it comes to true freedom!

From Victoria we move to ROGER. He is my ego, my protector. He has been so loud in the old days and don't think for one second that he would have given his drivers seat to Victoria easily! Oh no. Sometimes his fits are crazy! I think that this healing journey has been toughest to him, because he only knows the old ways of keeping our crew safe. Now, we don't have a compass to navigate and so it is understandable that he freaks out sometimes. He is brave, kind, knows millions of ways to confuse me and my mind, he likes to create stories and yes, those fits! But, we all love him so much, because at the end, he just wants to keep us safe. He is very important part of our crew and we couldn't live without him!

Last, but not least, we have CYNTHIA. She is my god fairy. She is just here, because she enjoys our company. She allows Victoria to take the lead, but sometimes I do hear her wispers of guidance. She is part of the securety team among many other guides that I have around me. She is playful, joyful and is really not that interested on "deep shit". She is the one that keeps reminding me that life is not so serious and that we are meant to have fun in this life as much as we can!

Having fun doesn't mean that we are not responsible. Oh no, lovies! It is time to find our way back to our inner child, give her/him the attention she/he deserves, heal the wounds we have and then..... play!

I want to empower us all to reach our own biggest potential! I want us to see our beauty and our true essense! I want us to play, to thrive, to laugh, to let go of suffering, to share, to support each other, to accept ourselves just as we are and truly see us steping into our full power! For toooooooo long I kept myself small and I surely didn't see my own wisdom and talents. At all! I didn't see that I am a beautiful diamond with huge gifts and ancient knowledge to share. You can learn a lot from the books, but practice makes a master! When it comes to inner work, oh my! I truly know it's ups and downs! 

So if you are in your own healing journey and the road gets tough, why not create your own Victoria, Roger and Cynthia?!? What names would you give to your higher self/heart and ego? 

With love always,

Saija 😇