HERO'S JOURNEY

In this world inner work is not valued at all. As we chase money and fame, we hurt, betray and kill along the way. For ages there has been many beutiful people who have been trying to fight for love and peace. And yet, it has not happenned. We still keep on hurting our closest people, because we are hurt. Traumaticed. If plan A is not working, how is it that we can not see, that we need is start plan B. And this, this is called "the hero's journey".

Me and Victoria wanted to have a chat about this today.

I don't know what in me awakenned and I started therapy. I do remember that is was yet another bad experience with men. It is like the same shit repeated itself over and over. Just the faces were changing. I didn't understand it then, but even with the help of therapy, I still kept repeating the same stories. Only now, after 15 years of healing and after very hard experiences I can only hope that I know better. 

"Yes, my love. You are here to learn how to truly love yourself. Unconditionally. This is something this world don't know much about yet. Humans think they do, but the truth is the opposite. This is why we need plan B and that is the inner work. Only by healing oneself, can we heal the world. Until then, the same stories keep repeating as you have seen in your own life", says Victoria.

This is true. I know that as I heal myself, I get lighter and lighter inside. My inner peace keeps growing and I don't react.... well, basically to anything. I observe, I am aware, but I don't participate. 

"This inner journey is a heroic journey. If it would be so easy, everybody would do it. But it is not. It is messy, painful, requires a lot of patience and mirrowing. The deeper inside you go, the more you start to question everything. Your life, your values, the people in your life, your job, your relationships and so on. This is very scary to people. Loosing what you have is so scary, so you settle. You settle for a job you don't like or a relationship that might satisfy your basic needs, but leaves you empty inside. And when you do this, you start to feel angry. Resentful. And you get angry. You start to get irretated and eventually, you start to take this bad feeling outside of yourself. To your go-workers, to your partner, to your kids, to someone driving a car next to you, to your neighbour."

"Humans think that they are good when they don't hurt others with violence. That is not true. As long as your actions or words hurt someone, anyone, you are part of the problem here on earth. If you judge, manipulate, lie, cheat and so on, you are part of the problem. Unhealed, wounded individual who creates more hurt as you go", says Victoria. 

"This is why we call this inner healing journey a "Hero's journey". It is only for those who chose in this life time to be brave enough to do this. This is one of the hardest things you can do as a human and as you said in the beginning, it is so not valued in this world. And yet, the difference you make to the whole collective as you heal, is huge! Bit by bit, one individual at the time, the collective energy is changing."

"And as the collective energy gets lighter, more noice the darkness will keep. This is the by product of the healing all of you are brinning into this world."

"It is no more about "fighting against", but doing your inner work. Only this way, we can truly change the world. It is about facing your demons, so that they can not hurt you or anyone else anymore. It is those demons inside of you that need love the most. They need to be seen and heard, huged and healed", says Victoria. 

Well, for someone who was always looking for compliments from others and trying to get validations for my actions, I find it very interesting, that as I am healing, I don't care about any of this anymore. 

I am doing my "job" just by being. Healing and changing my own energy is something that happens by being. I lay on my sofa and breath. Or maybe I sleep, because when I sleep, I am totally relaxed and my body and soul are free to work when my mind is not on the way. Or maybe I go for a walk, so that my energy system can get fresh air. Or I do some twerking, because this shaking releases old energy from my body. This work is invisible to the outside. And let me remind you that it is not a "9 to 5 job", but ongoing 24/7 job with no salary what so ever!

"I am so proud of you love", says Victoria. "I am so proud of everybody who are doing their inner work, their healing work. No one notices it. You get lot of blaim from others. You get a lot of reactions from others. You get so very little understanding and feel so alone sometimes. And the thing is, the more you heal, the more you feel. Things that you didn't feel before. The heaviness of the world. Other peoples energies. And so you have to isolate yourself a lot."

"I feel such a huge sympathy towards all the people who came to this earth in this lifetime to do this. I am so very proud of all of you that words are not enough descripe it. You are all so unvalued and unsupported by this world in every way."

"But let me asure you that as more and more people awaken and start their own hero's journey, things will shift for your favor. Old systems will start to collaps, all the corruption, all the abuse, everything like this, will start to come to the surface. Not only collectivly, but in peoples lives. All that is not based on truth, will eventually be exposed. And this, will start to awaken people more."

"The sea, it is made of billions of drops. So it is with the collective energy grid. Each and everyone is connected to this grid and as the healing goes on and more and more people join this journey, the grid starts to change. Change for more loving, more caring, more truthful and more unconditional. This is how the change is made in the world. Not by "fighting againgst", but BECOMING the change you want to see in the world. One person, one drop, at the time. And this, my love, is the plan B: The Hero's Journey", says Victoria.

I love it and I am very proud to be one of the hero's among so many others. This job is silent, not visible and yet, we keep doing it. Not only for ourselves, but for the earth, for others, for humanity. We all have this deep desire to see this world as a loving place where everyone is accepted and appriciated. Where each and everyone is seen as beautiful and where everyone can be just as unique as they are. 

This, my friends, is the hero's journey. You can not impress me anymore by big cars or tittles or money. But I am very humple in front of all these hero's who have come to earth at this time to heal and change the world. I am at aaah! because I know what it takes to do this. I salut you my sisters and brothers, who are doing this with me. Even if no one else gives you credit and recognition, I do. With all my heart. 

We will outshine this darkness. Love will always win. Always. 

Thank you, thank you, thank you 💕